I was dreading waking up this morning, given the events of yesterday, meaning the death of Micheal Jackson, I was dreading the fall out, because lets face it, no matter what, when someone of Micheal's stature passes on, there is no chance to duck and cover, or no place to hide during that inevitable media storm that is to come of it. It happens every single time, and each time, as someone in the entertainment news business, I hate to cover it. Not because I don't believe in paying tribute to a fallen entertainer, I believe in that whole heartedly, I just happen to find alot of these memorials and tributes fake and in alot of cases done as a way to ease one's guilt for things said while said famous person was alive.
Now, even though I was a lifelong fan of Micheal's, I won't say that I didn't find alot of the things Micheal did in his life strange and confusing, its impossible to not atleast question the oddity of alot of it, but, when you look back through history, at all of the entertainers of all sorts who had the iconic status that Jackson had in his life, each and every one of them has spent just as much time mired in rumors and controversy, then they had in the spotlight. Marilyn Monroe was a good example of what i'm talking about, and even in death, all these years later she still is a controversial figure, as I am sure Jackson will be controversial long after he's buried in the ground, rumors of his "faked death" already starting to surface, I would venture to guess that he will end up akin to Elvis Presley, where the rumors still surface 30 years after his death of sightings. There are countless others I could use as examples, but you get the idea, there have always been and will always be iconicly famous people who's personal lives confuse and intrigue us, in both a positive and negative cogitations. Its just part of ascertaining that level of fame, its been going on through all recorded history, and will continue to do so even long after all of us are dead.
As for Jackson himself, I guess its impossible to avoid the black crowd that hung over Micheal's last 15 or so years, I never did buy the molestation rumors that dogged him sense the middle 1990s, unlike most people I was always raised to never convict someone on hearsay with no solid evidence, especially when you put the accuser, and in Jackson's case, the parents of the accuser on the stand for several days and their story tends to fall apart and becomes evident that its all just a ploy to exploit a very rich man for money. Infact through my research i discovered that his original accuser, recanted his story at the age of 18 and claimed his parents were behind it all, and that the second trial fell apart when the parents told a different story out right. So I guess each can take that as they wish, personally that it all sounds like crap, but I'm just one guy. I guess the real factor is that people always want to put someone famous on a cross for something, regardless of proof or not, such is the nature of the beast that is icon status.
I will always remember Micheal though, as the greatest performer of all time. There was no one that put on a stage show like him, no one, and there never will be, he was so far beyond the cutting edge that there was not a word for a Micheal Jackson concert, and not just the ones recorded for dvds or shown on tv, he came out and knocked it out of the park every single time he stepped on stage. My only real regret is, that his children never got to see him do his thing, which apparently was important to him. I guess too that its sad they'll never see him do his magic, but also, that he was 4 million in debt, ironically, he was worth more to them dead then alive. Such a sad end to the greatest man to ever step on a stage to sing.
And that actually brings me to the other thing I'd like to say about this matter. if there is all this admiration and praise and all this love for him now that he's gone, I have to ask the one thing thats on my mind, "where the hell was this love before now?". I see all these people praising Micheal and his work, and how he had such a hard life, and overcame so much, and mentioning he was acquitted of all those child molestation charges, and all of that. All of this praise is great and deserving, but now I'm just left wondering one thing....
where in the hell where all of you with all of this when he was alive?
It jut sounds to me like alot of people are trying to make up for putting a guy on a cross simply because he was mentally ill and tried to keep it secret, sure, he thought he was 10 years old, and yes, he did the things that 10 year olds do, and yes for a 50 year old man that seemed strange, but what the hell? Why did you all start praising him and stuff now, when you dammed him in life... it doesn't make any sense to me..
anyway, thats my two cents.
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BC